i'm getting cold feet again. the word 'again' implies that i have got it before. i can't even count the number of times 'cold feet' had stopped me from doing what i wanted. i never used to really put a lot of thought into what people thought of me. i like to believe that i'm better than that but now i'm re-thinking it. i guess i'm a lot more shallow than i thought. my fears are getting the best of me... again. my head is beginning to spin with 'what ifs' and negitive thoughts. my mind is answering my fears with excuses, excuses so i won't have to take the next step. i can't let this happen, not to me again.
signed,
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