my life is in a good spot right now. although school makes me a little stressed and i COULD be earning a bit more money, i can say i am relatively happy. But once everything is somewhat in balance, it makes it easier to realize that something is missing. i've always had the mindset of 'sitting back and letting things come to me'. this may simply be an excuse, not to put my best effort into something in the case that i fail. but besides that, i'm somewhat tired of waiting for things to come to me. yet i don't have the courage or determination to go out and get what i want. there IS something that i want right now. but i can't seem to take that extra step forward. it feels like whenever i begin to get close to taking a risk, something stops me. perhaps it's that metaphorical ball & chain looped around my feet. if that's the case, i need to start searching for the key.
signed,
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