Rants

Wow, it's been such a long time since i've been on this blog, not because i dont like blogging but as a student, there has been too much to do and i havent had the time to blog. well busy am i still, with loads of work to do for the weekend and today seems to be the only day for me to do work but for some odd reason, i dont want to work and just wanting to relax, this week has been a little bit crazy and hectic and so will next week be.

Hmm where should i start, well its almost april ALREADY and that means the end of school is soon approaching !! YAAAY but theres still a long way to go haha. Everyday seems to past with no surprises and anything to look forward too, it seems like now that im in my senior year, everything seems to be not so exciting as it would be before or maybe its because people are changing? Looking at the grade nines and tens, their so excited when the weekend comes, they have plans made and they just seem to have tons of fun and with the grade 12s, our reactions are "What weekend? theres such thing as weekend for us" i find that funny because it is true for me, the "weekend" is just two days for me to work and not for relaxation and getting away from school. It seems to be fine because I'm making moneyyy !

Truthfully, i think school is fun, but at the same time it gives me the HARDEST TIME of all especially when people, you're classmates, or "FRIENDS" don't want to lend a helping hand when you need one....Dont get me wrong but i do have those certain friends that are always there for me WHENEVER, but its just a few, regardless of how many there are, i appreciate them soo much that it cannot be expressed in words, i always say thank you multiple times, i'm unsure if they understand what my "thank yous" mean but they are honestly from the BOTTOM OF MY HEART and not just a phrase to say because it is polite but because IT IS WHAT I FEEL, very thankful ! but aside from my friends, just in group projects, with me, i like to help my grooup members if their struggling, i'd like to help them understand what their learning or what they are suppose to do, i do not like letting my group members struggle if i understand the concepts but there are just those stupid, self centered, JERKS that dont care if YOU understand or not, they only care about themselves....but i guess thats the real world, but then again, i just personally dont think its the right thing to do? i guess i'll just have to deal with it and do my best that i can.

my rants will continue